Finally I have a fully operating laptop, not one that decides to explode half way through an essay, so I’m back! A lot has happened, I won’t bore you with the details but the long and short of it is I’m single for the first time in 3 years and I’m at that awkward stage where one minute I want to run down the road naked and the next I want to cry into a pint of ben and jerrys. Having to bottle up my feelings at school and act as if I don’t care that I mean nothing to the one person who I trusted with my life is such a wierd feeling. Sometimes I genuinely feel ok because he’s been such a twat and I deserve so much more, and I feel happy in a way that I can do what I want and not have to justify it to anyone, or listen to the horrible and hurtful things he says without thinking. But then I start thinking, missing hearing him laugh and holding my hand and it floods back. So I’ve been doing my best to keep busy and distracted but this is one I thought I’d share. For the past couple of days I’ve been transferring all my images from my dinosaur of a PC to my grand-spanking new one and, me being the sentimental, soppy idiot that I am, have decided to publish some of my favourites. This has certainly cheered me up if nothing else…
Holly and I.
Snuggles with baby bro.
My cousins are just incredible.
Lucas and I with Holly and Willow.
Tubing is so much fun, even if I did nearly lose a nipple.
Photobombing with Pina Coladas’s since 2010
Bad asses with temporary tats on a floating bar, this was the day I learned that most men are pigs.
There is a hole in the boat.
Cousins jumping into barracuda infested water.
At a full moon party in Antigua.
Body boarding is such a rush.
Bude with my girls.
First time riding a horse.
In my favourite place ever, Bude.
Made a mermaid on a beach and got a medal.
Twerkin since 11.
I don’t care if Guy is in this picture, this pretty much sums up our family.
Selfie with Cyprus.
Sitting in an estuary in Doniford bay.
Eating Eggy bread in France.
That time in first school when I dressed up as Cruella Devil for non uniform day.
Selfie with London bridge.
Selfie with London.
With my hero Jim Carrey, regardless if he is made of wax.
Fishing at 10.
Leanne and I on a fishing trip in Devon.
My first boyfriend, a holiday romance- he was genuinely a lovely person.
Mother and I on a “sea saw”
Epic tan line in Turkey.
How grand were my boobies at 12!
At a water park in Turkey.
Nan and puppy Solo.
The lovely ladies in my life.
First holiday with Dad.
That time Katie and I made a pig cake.
My cousin is probably my favourite person in the world.
I was a stylish baby.
My first day of high school and Lu’s first day of middle school.
RIP our fab trampoline.
My weird ass family, please ignore my knickers.